oh man we are trouble

we love trouble
they used to call us the trouble twins
we dance on raindrops
we are god's children
we love trouble
i have never seen a damn snowball

sometimes there is nothing to do and you have no money and your parents didn't have that much to teach you.

cht-cht-cht-cht


Neue Slowenische Kunst

Laibach are playing the Tate Modern in an already sold out show on April 14th at 10pm

Laibach as part of the NSK (Neue Slowenische Kunst - a radical Slovenian art collective (1984-92) ) which also consists of IRWIN, New Collectivism and Theatre of the Sisters of Scipion Nasice; are taking over London, starting on 20th March with a show in the Chelsea Space.
Laibach's critical reflection of totalitarian rule can be subversive to the point of terror or hilarity, whilst IRWIN present a theoretical and complex study of politics in a true avant-garde style.
The gig in Tate Modern accompanies the exhibition 'time for a new state' that will be showing April 4th - June 22nd at Calvert 22 - one of the most forward thinking spaces I know in the UK, dedicated to showing artwork from Russia and Eastern Europe.
If you feel like watching some Laibach videos it may be interesting to have a read through Slavoj Zizek's writing on overidentification in 'The Plague of Fantasies' - v. briefly summarised here.

tape me on your video show

hi de.di hi ho

As 'research' for a Bollywood movie I'm working on in April I have been watching this.

7 easy ways to end it all

1. Hang yourself
2. Jump the Bridge
3. Take poison
4. Cut your vein
5. Jump out of the window
6. Put your head in the oven
7. Jump in front of the coming train
8. Put a bullet through your heart

Louise Bourgeois' psychoanalytic musings are currently on exhibition at the Sigmund Freud Museum, the home of psychoanalysis.

LUX52

WFMU

Even though I am always talking about the cool apps I have - the general consensus on them tends to be people telling me that they suck.
But! I think I finally found one which is really amazing.
WFMU radio.it's free.and it's non-commercial.
You can listen to their live stream straight from New Jersey or listen to a bunch of their podcasts. I'm particularly enjoying the antique phonograph show.
If you want to waste a whole lot of time then start reading their blog.
Or go explore the Free Music Archive.

PRE SERVE

'Not I' by Samuel Beckett was introduced to me by my artist friend Alastair Frazer in a cafe in London that stocked copious amounts of preserves.
The monologue is an outburst mimicking as closely as possible the natural flow of consciousness of an elderly woman who was abandoned by her parents and has gone on to lead a loveless, lonely and traumatic existence.
The first time I watched it I found it really difficult but since seeing it then it has popped into my head over and over again. It's definitely haunting.

It'snotTHATbad


Private View #1

Check out the first in a series of blog posts written by two of the best people you could ever know.

http://betterneverthanlate.blogspot.com/2012/01/private-view-1.html

Their reviews of London private views and the Vyner Street 'First Thursday' party scene will no doubt be insightful, scathing and hilarious.
Keep following and Enjoy!

Egyptianreggae

Somebody who is definitely embracing his European frame of mind is Jonathan Richman. Kerry and I took my little sister to go and see him play in Cardiff this month. He may be 60+ but he can still dance better than any of the kids I know.

EuropeanFrameOfMind

When my friends and I are feeling kind of stressed out by life out we always say to each other 'you've got to get into your European frame of mind'. By that I think we mean the nonchalance, family values, passion for the more organic kinda things in life - like trees, food and sunglassess... I haven't summed it up very well and there's definitely some nostalgia in there to a time we weren't alive - but basically if you've seen any French new wave movies you know the kind of cool I'm talking about.
Shelley sent me this quote the other day and I think Umberto Eco makes a valid point about encouraging a European Sexual Revolution that encompasses all different communities:
"I call it a sexual revolution: a young Catalan man meets a Flemish girl – they fall in love, they get married and they become European, as do their children. The Erasmus idea should be compulsory – not just for students, but also for taxi drivers, plumbers and other workers. By this, I mean they need to spend time in other countries within the European Union; they should integrate."
So marry a French man and don't let the little things bother you. Remember, you can always just play your records, have a little beer, steal a cool car and take a walk on a beach somewhere.





Pina Dead Class

Shelley told me about the film Pina by directed by Wim Wenders in tribute to the choreographer Pina Bausch.
I'm not usually into dance related movies - mostly because the dance related movies I've seen happen to consist of 'Honey' and 'Step Up'...
This however is a whole other experience. The trailer lets on at how breathtakingly well it is shot and arranged.















It reminded me of the Polish artist Kantor's stage work called 'Dead Class'. The characters don't exactly dance in his work but they convey so much emotive dialogue through their actions and it is acutely choreographed by Kantor. The video is surreal verging on absurd but if you read around a little you can figure out what's going on well enough to realise it's brilliant. The concept behind the Dead Class is intensely profound but visually I think it corresponds to Pina well.

check an extract of the Dead Class here: http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7iuty_tadeusz-kantor-la-classe-muerta-dea_creation

DAYbroughtbackmyNIGHT

A new friend introduced me to the work of John Milton recently.
You can find different analyses of his sonnets online. I had to check out some essays to get the meaning down.
This one was recommended to me and is my favourite so far:

Sonnet XXIII
Methought I saw my late espoused Saint 
Brought to me, like Alcestis, from the grave, 
Who Jove's great Son to her glad husband gave, 
Rescu'd from death by force, though pale and faint. 
Mine, as whom washt from spot of child-bed taint 
Purification in the old Law did save, 
And such as yet once more I trust to have 
Full sight of her in Heav'n without restraint, 
Came vested all in white, pure as her mind; 
Her face was veil'd, yet to my fancied sight 
Love, sweetness, goodness in her person shin'd 
So clear, as in no face with more delight. 
But Oh! as to embrace me she enclin'd, 
I wak'd, she fled, and day brought back my night. 

i can't care bout anything but you (lol)

A video comparison outlining the importance of the tape player in modern culture.

W.A.R

Women Art Revolution, 2011, dir. by Lynn Hershman Leeson, is an exploration of the underexposed feminist art of the twentieth century. It's a view into the 1960s feminist movement against the anti-war and civil rights movement. It's a collation of feminist actions against major cultural institutions. It's the older generation of women artists sticking it to the man.















Inspired by the film I'm going to write a post about each of the 39 women who sit at the table of Judy Chicago's installation 'The Dinner Party', currently in Brooklyn Museum.

the richness of our own neighbourhood is the exception

Ray and Charles Eames - Powers of Ten, 1977















Influenced by Kees Boeke's - Cosmic View: the universe in 40 jumps, 1957













Analysed by Mark Dorrain 'Adventure on the Vertical', Cabinet Magazine, Issue 44, 2012

'Beyond its ostensibly educational function, the film does two somewhat contrasting things. Firstly, insofar as it is a dream sequence - a monstrous sleep of reason or perhaps even a 4 dimensional nightmare -it pictures a kind of vertiginous, abyssal collapse of the everyday reality with which the film begins....On the other hand, when we see it within the Cold War corporate and national context in which it was conceived and developed, Powers of Ten with its visual rhetoric of voyaging through scales, across outer and inner space, aimed ultimately at the core of the atom - might also be read in terms of the domination and control of the realms that it pictures....Here we can experience why it is important that we first go outward.'

Reminds me of Ilya Kabakov, the man who flew into space from his apartment, 1985













The hero with cosmic visions is restricted to the power of fantasy. Only sometimes does the wish to escape allow us break through even the most concrete of confinements. The beauty of the escape is soon dampened when one realises that if the hero lives within a totalitarian stricture then his mind's fantasy will only ever be prescribed by what has been shown. The Utopian limbo that the hero travels to is only a montage of what he has been shown to him in movies/books/television. Therefore the hero's vision of utopia is a controlled and controllable escape space.The freedom is a facade as the fantasy is always transient and uninhabitable. The hero will always fall. No matter how far in or out we go we are still consumed by a powerful other, in some shape or form.

FullyInappropriate

I'm helping the Swansea Women's Centre and the Swansea Feminist Network in what is currently a written protest to stop the council from allowing a fully nude table dancing club to open in the city centre.

Rates of rape and sexual harassment around areas where there are clubs like these are significantly increased. Their plan to open this club right near to Swansea's biggest underage drinking street is completely ridiculous. Women shouldn't have to avoid an area in fear of verbal or physical harassment. It also provides a predominantly male only zone in which women are projected as sex objects. Job prospects in South Wales are low - a woman shouldn't feel like the best way of making money is to strip. It's demeaning and societally digressive.

Here is the page where you can download a template letter:
http://swanseawomenscentre.co.uk/2011/blog/nude-dancing-club

and here are some email address you can send it to:
evh.licensing@swansea.gov.uk
julie.james@wales.gov.uk
geraint.davie@parliament.uk
jamessc@parliamnet.uk
chris.holley@swansea.gov.uk
erika.kirchner@swansea.gov.uk
alan.lloyd@swansea.gov.uk
david.phillips@swansea.gov.uk
keith.marsh@swansea.gov.uk
planning@swansea.gov.uk

Please pass the message on to anybody you know who will oppose this. Even if you agree with what happens inside the club, think about the location and the danger it puts mothers, daughter, sisters, girlfriends etc in.

Just Kids

Everybody I know who has read this book can only comment on its life changing quality.
Patti Smith lived free and feral. If you need some justification on following creative instinct, even if it's leading towards poverty then this book will justify all your inherent yearnings to continue.
Here's a couple of extracts to tease:
(Patti on her early days with robert Mapplethorpe)

'We got the subway out to Brooklyn found the key and let ourselves into the apartment.
We both fell shy when we entered, not so much because we were alone together as that it was someone else’s place. Robert busied himself making me comfortable and then, in spite of the late hour, asked if I would like to see his work that was stored in a back room. Robert spread it out over the floor for me to see. There were drawings, etchings, and paintings. Paintings and drawings that seemed to emerge from the subconscious.
I had never seen anything like it. We looked at books on Dada and Surrealism and ended the night immersed in Michelangelo. As dawn broke we fell asleep in each other’s arms. When we awoke he greeted me with his crooked smile, and I knew he was my knight.
As if it was the most natural thing in the world we stayed together, not leaving each other’s side save to go to work. Nothing was spoken; it was just mutually understood.'
'I had no concept of what life at the Chelsea Hotel would be like when we checked in, but I soon realised it was a tremendous stroke of luck to wind up there. We could have had a fair-sized railroad flat in the East Village for what we were paying, but to dwell in this eccentric and damned hotel provided a sense of security as well as a stellar education. A week or two after we moved in I waltzed into the El Quixote. It was a bar-restaurant adjacent to the hotel, connected to the lobby by its own door, which made it feel like our bar, as it had been for decades. Dylan Thomas, Terry Southern, Eugene O’Neill and Thomas Wolfe were among those who had raised one too many a glass there.
I was wearing a long rayon navy dress with white polka dots and a straw hat, my East of Eden outfit. At the table to my left, Janis Joplin was holding court with her band. To my far right were Grace Slick and the Jefferson Airplane, along with members of Country Joe and the Fish. At the last table facing the door was Jimi Hendrix, his head lowered, eating with his hat on, across from a blonde. There were musicians everywhere, sitting before tables laid with mounds of shrimp with green sauce, paella, pitchers of sangria, and bottles of tequila. I stood there amazed, yet I didn’t feel like an intruder. The Chelsea was my home and the El Quixote my bar. There were no security guards, no pervasive sense of privilege.'

Don't you want me BABY?

Dead To Me - Bangers - Nozzle - Human Project
Mozarts - Swansea - 26 February - £5 adv
Here's a poster that I designed to be screen printed for a gig at the end of Feb.
The face on the left is a drawing of the eighteenth century sculpture by Austrian artist Hans Xaver Messerschmidt which I wrote about on this blog a while back.
You can buy the poster at the gig and probably online somewhere eventually too.
I originally wrote Human League instead of Human Project on the poster - what a bloody crazy mistake.

Miss E

Sophie Percival is one of my best friends.
She graduated from Chelsea in 2011.
She's the only person I know to have ever recreated Dream Theme Hospital as a performance/interactive installation.
All her photographs are available to buy, you can contact her through her website:
www.sophiepercival.com

QUEENIE


beetBEATbeetBEAT

san ya ee vek o vitch

A Sanja Ivekovic retrospective titled 'Sweet Violence' is on at the MoMA, NY, until 26 March 2012.
I'm pretty excited to have the oppurtunity to go and check it out next week.













Here is an extract from my undergrad dissertation that briefly sums up Ivekovic's work from the 1970s:
'Pretty Vacant: Narcissism and Feminist Activism'
Iveković’s most powerful works address the issue of the representation of women in the ‘public’ sphere and the way that this affects a woman’s behaviour in her ‘private’ life. She demonstrates an acute awareness of the way that mass media and systems of power can manage behaviour and influence identity. As a politicised female artist she harbours a sensitivity to the influx of images from magazines, newspapers and television that confront women daily. Using her own body and life experiences, Iveković shows the viewer how her own identity has been, often unconsciously, defined by these systems of power. She develops her work to show the ambiguity of these prescribed public concepts of what is ‘desirable’ and ‘normal’, thus revealing the subtlety and absurdity of their influence on gender identity. As well as addressing the many influences on the construction of a feminine identity, she confronts the issue of how a woman is then supposed to behave in the ‘public’ sphere and how this can cause anxiety in the ‘private’ life; a continually bouncing reflection. Iveković creates a dialogue between the social and political circumstances of her country and contemporary societal pressures felt by her generation of women, unveiling the inequalities that all women suffer under patriarchal systems of power.
Artworks created by Iveković in the 1970s often subverted the notion of the perfect female by revealing the lack of control that women were asserting over their identity and behaviour. They revealed how a former socialist Yugoslav society, newly saturated with mass media images, celebrity pictures and no exemplary female role models, threatened to produce a generation of unoriginal, narcissistic and idle women. Iveković chose to confront, rather than escape these problems. In playfully conceptual artworks the artist subverts messages from the cosmetic advertisements that visually saturate a woman’s life. She manipulates the intended use of actual beauty products in order to show her condemnation of their identity-forming potential and reveal the absurdity behind a woman’s fascination with such objetcs.

The key to the impact of her work, for me, is the confrontational aspect of her feminism, rather than the escapism I think we see from so many artists today.

JAY CEE SEE

John Cooper Clark is performing in Swansea at the Gower Heritage Centre in June.

ARTS N'CRAFTS
Out of bed into the Shed 
To paint the wooden roses red 
To ride a rocking quadruped 
With a big idea in your head
Form and function in a line 
The rudiments of good design 
From the oaken leg to the fine wine 
To table tops of melamine 
There's nothing that you couldn't make 
No effect you couldn't fake 
A pebble sprayed with metal flake 
Would make a precious paperweight 
Teddy bears to stuff with stuff 
Like nylon mink from a lady's muff 
Cotton balls and a powder puff 
Pom poms and pocket fluff 
Stainless steel and a rock hard aura 
The marble glance of a lost explorer 
A heavy heart for the love of Nora 
Chains of flowers on a draped amphora 
Time time time to slay 
Each crowded hour of every day 
Where indolence is kept at bay 
In an arty-crafy kinda way

Menage A Trois!

Menage a trois can be a combination of basic human liberation from prescribed monogamy - and a feminist nightmare.
In the continuation of rules of 3, here are my un, deux, trois favourite examples of the trio fandango the French do so well.

1. The Swing by Fragonard, 1767
A husband pushes his wife, who is the mistress of the hidden onlooker underneath her, high into the air. She relishes the attention as her slipper flies upwards towards a cupid, in what has been described as 'an orgasmic burst.' A menage a trois in which only the female knows the amount of participants.




















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2. 'She Came to stay' by Simone de Beauvoir
>Francoise
>Xavier
>Pierre
One of the most infuriatingly existential novels based on de Beauvoir's real life experiences with her partner Sartre. Jealousy, bohemia, restraint, it's incredible.

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3. Jules et Jim. My favourite Truffaut movie.


An EX tract.

From the inspring Efterklang film 'An Island' by Vincent Moon

RealityStrikes

David Gedge sums up perfectly the feeling of 'what the hell am I doing with this person' and 'i can't live without you.'
Wrenching honesty in both. the man is tapped into genius simplicity.

Lab O to ME

Last month Jamie and I went to Berlin for the sole purpose of visiting the Ramones Museum.
Boy was it worth it!
The Ramones have been my favourite band ever since I was a 13 year old pot washer and the creepy guy who owned the restaurant I worked in gave me a Rocket to Russia CD.
In an act of youthful devotion, inspired by the trip, I decided to get a Ramones tattoo. In an act of romantic devotion I let Jamie design it.

Mystery Queens

ACE RECORDS RULE!
check 'girls with guitars' - a perfect playlist of 1960s girl garage rock.
psyche.

BNTL

better late than never?
NO
better never than late!
a really great blog that a couple of friends write for.
check it out here

heyho WHICHWAY togo

TRANS(ekshewal)ATLANTIC(male)ART


Here is a sleep mask that I made for my friend Ian.
It started out as mail art then masqueraded as a belated birthday gift.
Technically(teknikjenny) I did not make the sleep mask - Virgin Atlantic airlines did.
I photocopied my hands (in work) then stitched them onto the 'blindfold' (at home), which I had previously painted white.
Then I gave it a lick of varnish - for the good times.
Ian plays in a band called Dead To Me.
You can check them out here:

http://deadtomesf.com/

Good times with GUGGING

Here is a short article that I wrote for THE GOOD TIMES (16.01.12). A Newspaper filled with only positive stories, self-published by my good friends at the creative agency THE CHURCH OF LONDON.
//Gugging//
Humans have an inherent desire to express themselves. We are makers of many non-functioning yet beautiful things. Whether or not those objects are thought of as ‘art’ is purely subjective. An artist is just someone who has something to say and the desire to communicate.

Europe is leading the way with this approach to communication, via studios and //
ateliers// that provide people with psychiatric and developmental disabilities the material and freedom to create daily. One such space is the Gugging ‘House of Artists’ in Austria, which opened in 1981 as the Centre for Art and Psychotherapy. This studio is literally open to all. Though many of the people who use the space do have psychiatric experience, anybody is welcome to use the facilities, and it’s an environment where passion for creation rules over desire for profit.
Gugging is not a space with therapeutic direction and there are no official classes. It is a quiet haven with room to think and the free materials to experiment. For those who have suffered (or are suffering) with a psychiatric disability, the chance to express feelings in a non-literal way can be incredibly liberating.
In a recent interview with the Museum of Everything, the Gugging House of Artists art director and curator Dr. Johann Feilacher described how creativity is essential to a person's wellbeing. 
"If you make something - the intention to make art - or not - is of no importance." 
"Creativity is essential - the mental ability which begins in childhood and which everybody has... Today at Gugging, artists do not get any kind of arts education. We simply create a happy environment for them, where they feel well, where we help with their psychological problems and arrange things so that they can make 'art'." //Lotty Sanna//

My good pal Andonis Trattos went all over Europe filiming studios like Gugging.
You can check them out on Vimeo here:

boys moaning on and on about not crying...

EVEN LEWSA!

GRRRLS GETTING LEWWWS

telemachus[and]eucharis

Now I was taught about this image by the amazing queer theorist Satish Padiyar. And whatta one for the guys it is! Fraternal devotion rules over heterosexual desire. He flips the outside world the v and connects their curly brains one last time as she clings to him trying to be all nymphish and sexy in her barely there pinnie. Then zoom -  he's using her knee to jerk himself up and outta there.
LOVE SUCKS Eucharis...but there'll be others.

schoolisboring

HANS XAVER MESSERSCHMIDT

HE IS G[O]OD.

Being in considerable pain from an undiagnosed illness (potentially Crohn's) Hans developed the self-medicated strategy of pinching his lower right rib to alleviate the pain away from his digestive system. He then went about expertly creating a collection of sculpted character heads, in marble and bronze, depicting the faces he made in the mirror whilst doing the pinch.
When you think about the eighteenth century world of Rococo pastel violence we're used to seeing, these character busts seem unusually self-expressive before their time.

GOATSHOE

REVISETHIS


NY

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twr_blc

\there/is\an/empty\tower/block\in/bow\what/you\can/explore\if/you\like/
[although potentially don't go and explore it because the police set the dogs on some guy i know whilst he was taking photos on the roof the other day and we all know that police dogs, mixed with breaking and entering tower blox, and rooftops = cocktail for diaster]




WOMANHOUSE 1972














'She cannot take a bath
The tub is lined with fur
200 plastic lipsticks
painted repeated colours
that will not
stain her lips'

Another exploration of women in the domestic sphere - organised by Judy Chicago and Miriam Schapiro. The foundations of WOMANHOUSE are based on the relationship between biology and social roles in given rooms within a house.A house is not always a home.

PERFECT NONSENSE

sometimes good people do weird things.
and that is ok.

SCREWS GET LOOSE

SCARED E LAY DEE

sticky black biro with a familiar school smell and no matter how hard you try a lot will go on your hands

TITO AND PABLO

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stay tuned to find out who lives in this tweeshit little city

[hermit][shells]

So far in my independent life I have had three houses.
1.Chad.2.Pal.3.PostSlums.
Here is a memory of the Princess room in the Pal.







jamie&pugs

PUGS: the moment i wake up,
      before i put on my make up,
      i say a little prayer for you.

JAMIE: whilst combing my hair now,
       and wondering what dress to wear now,
       i say a little prayer for you.

TOGETHER: forever and ever you'll stay in my heart, and
          i will love you.
          forever and ever, we're never apart,
          oh how i love you.
          together forever, that's how it must be,
          to live without you, would only mean
          heartbreak for me.

LISTEN TO THEIR PODCAST HERE:

http://cooldudesradio.blogspot.com/

SPITZ

n.paradoxa sept.10

WHERE ARE THE WOMEN ARTISTS?

>>>http://www.ktpress.co.uk/nparadoxaissue21.pdf<<<

DISSERTATION DAZE

sharpies
triangles
thermals
lamp

















el esdee

ljubljana



i visited this bleached and beautiful and bleak city in Jan2011. it was freezing cold. the trains were efficient. the youth culture is neon but the city is quiet. the birthplace of NSK, Laibach and Zizek was an essential place to visit.